Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

A girl addressed me recently and said she didn't like me because I'm to happy. I've been thinking about it since and I figured out why I am so happy. I'm not. I am a tortured and lonely soul. I spend all my time that I am out of school in my house, usually baby-sitting, because my mom is to paranoid to let me leave. I think everyday how I would gladly give up wealth for a happy family. I wish for once I could see my mom smile. Oh how I long to hear the words, "I love you." Seeing how no one loves me that will never happen. I have to keep a smile on though, for my brothers sake. Plus I don't want anyone to feel the pain I have felt. I just want to make everyone happy.