Happy

What's her name?
Is she pretty?
Is she sweet?
Is she what you want?
Is she going to make you happy?
I want you to be happy...I just kind of thought it would be with me =/

Box of Awesome

I have a box of awesome that I keep in my closet.
I keep it on the highest shelf,
in the very back,
where no one can see.

It's mostly just for special occasions--for liberating moments;
But I like to take it down and look through it from time to time.

I don't ever really remember a time without it.
It's something that I inherited along with my blue eyes and milky skin, though I'm not really sure from whom.

I try to fill it up--the goal is to complete it, to become truly awesome--but there always seems to be something missing.

Sometimes I get discouraged.
I worry I will never be as awesome as people like Christina and Peter.
People who's awesome runs deep.
People who don't even have to try.

Sometimes I get so discouraged that I want to get rid of the box, to give it to someone that is worthy; but some how I can never part with it.
I like to take it down and look through it from time to time.

It's one of the only things I possess that reminds me of the beauty the world has to offer outside of my four walls--this box of awesome in my closet.