What's Wrong With Me?

School started out being fabulous. I loved it. Another new beginning. But now it sucks. I am the dumbest girl here, and once again no one likes me. I just want to know whats wrong with me. No one has every liked me. I have never had friends or a guy look my way. I look in the mirror and ask myself over and over again, whats wrong with me? I am supposed to be confident and believe in myself. Been there, tried that. Nothing has ever worked. I am trying so hard to be perfect and it is all falling apart. I'm crashing. I need help, but when I cry out no one hears. Death seems so easy, so simple, so tempting. But I must keep trying. I have to go on. I want a way to fix this mess I call life. I need an undo button. What's wrong with me?