Green-Eyed Girl

Around you, I have discovered, I become this person I don't want to be.

I'm petty and I'm jealous.
I can't stand watching other girls flirt with you,

even if they're my friends and I know nothing's going on,
even when we're they're sitting right next to their boyfriend of forever.

I really can't take it when it's the girls that I know are after you,

even if I know you hate them.

I can't handle it because they get to touch you and I don't.
I can't handle that we'll be in the same room and you will completely ignore me and talk to them. Though rumor has it that maybe your not flirting with me because you actually do like me, somehow, being ignored, it really doesn't feel that way.

I hate that we're at this place where we're friends, but we aren't really. I mean, to you we might be. You seem fine. But I can't handle it. Being around you is miserable for me - it only reminds me how much I like you.