My gut instinct tells me no, of course not. It's not something I ever
believed in. Some idealized fantasy of simpler times. Completely impractical in the modern world.
Not only am I the kind of person who can never make a solid decision - always bouncing around, sometimes just pausing to revel in possibility - but I'm also the kind of person who doesn't let things go.
The few people I have truly liked have been incredibly difficult for me to get over. So difficult in fact, that it has scared me out of pursuing people of genuine interest (but that's another blog for another time).
I love Nathan, it's nothing like that, but yet...
sometimes I wonder if I'll ever be able to look into the familiar baby blues of my best friend without my heart melting, or talk on the phone to an almost without wondering about what might have been.
Someday it'd be nice to find out what it would be like to follow the butterflies.
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